WHY I AM THE WAY I AM

Why am I
Afraid to say the words I really want to say
Why am I
So worried about what other people think
Why am I
Here I thought was that I had to save you  
Why am I
Willing to help everyone who is not me
Why am I
Okay dredging up stagnant memories
Why am I
Disguised as a hero but really a sheep
Why am I
So perpetually over-thinking these things
Why am I
Starting to really see
Why am I
Still holding on to pathetic dreams
Why am I
So determined to write them all out of me
Why am I
Blinded by who it is I can be
Why am I
Afraid to face this so called death of me
Why am I
Afraid to share what I REALLY BELIEVE
Why am I
Alive within the dream of a dream
Why am I
The boy who speaks from this man
Why am I
Living this all out again
Why am I
Afraid that no one else could understand
Why am I
The way that I am
Why am I
The way that I am
Why I am
The truth in the Word when you speak
Why I am
Not concerned with what others may think
Why I am
Here to save anyone who may need saving
Why I am
The one who made you in my image
Why I am
Called yesterday and tomorrow
Why I am
The Shepard who lay you near still waters
Why I am
The One in charge of putting this chaos into order
Why I am
The light you may see brighter
Why I am
Worthy of all things done through Me made public
Why I am
Made merciful only through My justice
Why I am
The darkness that’ll hold you as your resting
Why I am
The One who promised you a life of ever-lasting
Why I am
So Present when you gather in my Presence
Why I am
More beautiful when I’m shared with other people
Why I am
So healing when I am called on by My faithful
Why I am
The way I am
Has been written down before
That day will come
Alas
You find the meaning in these Words

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